Random Thought 8
Inhale, exhale:
It literally feels like that's all I do. At least with most people, they inhale-there is something interesting happening-they exhale. I guess interesting depends on the person. Interesting stopped in college for me, I think I can say that with certainty. People aren't as colorful as they use to be. I can stereotype a person in a 5 minute first encounter-usually right on the money. As adults, I think, we tend to fall into categories-whether we like it or not. Some people might like a lot of drama in their life-at home, work, personal, friends, and they usually attract a lot of it and seem to not understand why?
Then there are some people who are control freaks-any and everything. They can't seem to focus without having a certain amount of control. They don't really like the theory of fate and it's sister destiny in reality. They're people who are anal, and those who are functioning multitasking system heads-by the book 24-7 or life is meaningless.
These are just a few of many categories. Where do I fall in? Well if a person met me, they could't tell right away what category I fell in. I think I would say I'm a personality leech. Depending on ur/person's personality-I behave accordingly. If one were to ask everyone I met or hung out with to describe me or my personality, all will have different answers. One will say I'm free spirited, one will say I like to sleep all day, one will say I'm very anal, another will say I am boring; one will say I am a daring party animal, another will say I'm a weed smoking lush, one will say I am loud and crazy, another will say I am very quiet, clever, and attentive.
They all sound like splits in personalites, but depending on the person's behavior my personalty becomes different. When I was little I enjoyed the colorful personalities exerted from my peers. It was fun going to school, to be with people like that, the upredictable differences. I guess I never seem to let that go when everyone else did. No one ever tells a kid grown-ups are boring, they just tell us be happy ur a kid, enjoy it. What the hell does that mean to a kid? Tell'em in a language they understand....hey it sucks, it's boring. Non-parental authority sucks the life out of u, then things aren't so colorful anymore, ur not a kid, ur a grown-up.
As said before, interesting is seen differently. Maybe there are many who feel being an adult is the kick ass greatest thing that ever happen because they have to prove something, what it is I don't know. My version of an adult, when I was little, was something very different. It didn't have bills, government, non-parental authority, or stress as complicating factors. To be blunt, if I had to do it all over agian, I think I would have asked to skip it.
It literally feels like that's all I do. At least with most people, they inhale-there is something interesting happening-they exhale. I guess interesting depends on the person. Interesting stopped in college for me, I think I can say that with certainty. People aren't as colorful as they use to be. I can stereotype a person in a 5 minute first encounter-usually right on the money. As adults, I think, we tend to fall into categories-whether we like it or not. Some people might like a lot of drama in their life-at home, work, personal, friends, and they usually attract a lot of it and seem to not understand why?
Then there are some people who are control freaks-any and everything. They can't seem to focus without having a certain amount of control. They don't really like the theory of fate and it's sister destiny in reality. They're people who are anal, and those who are functioning multitasking system heads-by the book 24-7 or life is meaningless.
These are just a few of many categories. Where do I fall in? Well if a person met me, they could't tell right away what category I fell in. I think I would say I'm a personality leech. Depending on ur/person's personality-I behave accordingly. If one were to ask everyone I met or hung out with to describe me or my personality, all will have different answers. One will say I'm free spirited, one will say I like to sleep all day, one will say I'm very anal, another will say I am boring; one will say I am a daring party animal, another will say I'm a weed smoking lush, one will say I am loud and crazy, another will say I am very quiet, clever, and attentive.
They all sound like splits in personalites, but depending on the person's behavior my personalty becomes different. When I was little I enjoyed the colorful personalities exerted from my peers. It was fun going to school, to be with people like that, the upredictable differences. I guess I never seem to let that go when everyone else did. No one ever tells a kid grown-ups are boring, they just tell us be happy ur a kid, enjoy it. What the hell does that mean to a kid? Tell'em in a language they understand....hey it sucks, it's boring. Non-parental authority sucks the life out of u, then things aren't so colorful anymore, ur not a kid, ur a grown-up.
As said before, interesting is seen differently. Maybe there are many who feel being an adult is the kick ass greatest thing that ever happen because they have to prove something, what it is I don't know. My version of an adult, when I was little, was something very different. It didn't have bills, government, non-parental authority, or stress as complicating factors. To be blunt, if I had to do it all over agian, I think I would have asked to skip it.

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